tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40293912479467477052024-03-13T07:05:09.557+08:00Things Around MeNews, thoughts, events and happenings that are revolving around me!!!annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.comBlogger293125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-461004883400140792018-08-15T05:10:00.001+08:002018-08-15T05:10:25.492+08:0014.08.2018 the end end of aNa<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> <a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Vd_YMVR9YMo/W3NFPrSJNdI/AAAAAAAACdY/gj9ZHIxTpHwuNUS0Keh_DXYBqaJayCASQCHMYCw/s1600/Screenshot_2018-02-01-23-12-13-153_com.google.android.apps.blogger.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"> <img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Vd_YMVR9YMo/W3NFPrSJNdI/AAAAAAAACdY/gj9ZHIxTpHwuNUS0Keh_DXYBqaJayCASQCHMYCw/s320/Screenshot_2018-02-01-23-12-13-153_com.google.android.apps.blogger.png"> </a> </div>annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-31156217424687230912018-04-29T21:50:00.001+08:002018-04-29T21:50:38.263+08:00I'll Be the Last Person by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr"><u>I'll</u> be the last <u>person</u>,<br>
That you want to meet,<br>
That you want to talk to,<br>
That you want to text.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You once said <br>
That I'm important to you.<br>
That I'll be your life partner,<br>
And suggested us to get married.</p>
<p dir="ltr">How is it possible <br>
That I'm important to you.<br>
That you choose me,<br>
To marry me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">When obliviously now,<br>
I am the last person,<br>
That you want to meet,<br>
That you want to talk to,<br>
That you want to text.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-45254957176783717752018-04-16T22:25:00.001+08:002018-04-16T22:25:04.716+08:00Discipline by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Well last Sunday<br>
God spoke to me</p>
<p dir="ltr">A message<br>
That true friends<br>
Loves and corrects</p>
<p dir="ltr">A message<br>
That when a person loves<br>
They discipline <br>
To mould their friends</p>
<p dir="ltr">Suddenly it hit it<br>
Suddenly it makes senses to me</p>
<p dir="ltr">That God is telling me<br>
That you are disciplining me</p>
<p dir="ltr">It hurts but that's how it works<br>
Disciplining is a way to show love.<br>
</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-25582924317745183492018-04-09T21:53:00.001+08:002018-04-09T21:53:25.956+08:00Decisions by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Close your eyes and count to ten.<br>
Do you see your future with me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">If you do, continue to hold my hand.<br>
If you don't, <u>let</u> us just end.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-35877007061151347962018-04-09T00:55:00.001+08:002018-04-09T00:55:47.678+08:00Love Is by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">How does love feels like?<br>
Can someone tell me.<br>
Can someone show me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I thought </p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is loving each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is caring for each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is being kind to each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is supporting and encouraging each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is communicating with each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is sharing thoughts and plans together.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is building a future together.</p>
<p dir="ltr">But, it seems I was wrong......</p>
<p dir="ltr">It seems that</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is a sacrifice for another's dream.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is one serve while another lead.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is one obey while another commands.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is one suffers while another rejoice.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is one surrender while another strive.</p>
<p dir="ltr">In the end, it seems that </p>
<p dir="ltr">Love is pain for one while happiness for another.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Is that what love is?</p>
<p dir="ltr">Is love equal?</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-8891363775182948222018-04-02T21:47:00.001+08:002018-04-02T21:47:09.524+08:00To Love Is To Hurt? by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">You make me wonder<br>
If all your 'I love you' were just empty words.</p>
<p dir="ltr">It's for your own good.<br>
Lose weight, be healthy.<br>
That's what you said to me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">When my weight remain the same.<br>
You didn't want to meet me.<br>
You didn't want to speak to me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">It makes me wonder....<br>
Why must you leave and ignore me....<br>
Why can't you stay and support me....</p>
<p dir="ltr">You break my heart to push me to do what is right.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-43596328927384007552018-01-29T23:17:00.001+08:002018-01-29T23:21:25.099+08:00You, Me and Us by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Another chance,<br>
Another try,<br>
Let's continue to hold on tight,<br>
And work harder to make us right.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Maybe it's you,<br>
Maybe it's me,<br>
But with you by my side,<br>
I'll definitely feel better.</p>
<p dir="ltr">How about you?<br>
Where do you stand?<br>
At a corner pushing me along?<br>
Or by my side cheering me on?</p>
<p dir="ltr">You, Me or Us?</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-81031269009014386962018-01-22T22:08:00.001+08:002018-01-22T22:08:37.868+08:00Missing, Farewell & Confuse by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Being Fat<br>
Being Sick<br>
Is not the key <br>
To keep you happy</p>
<p dir="ltr">I bid you farewell<br>
You replies was not well<br>
Now I wonder if you have let me go</p>
<p dir="ltr">You say your are sorry for going missing<br>
After one reply<br>
Missing you went again</p>
<p dir="ltr">So now I wonder if we are really over<br>
Should I text you to ask or continue to ponder</p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm tired of writing this mediocre poem<br>
I'll go to bed and maybe this then will really end.<br>
</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-54602265470434621682018-01-19T18:03:00.001+08:002018-01-19T18:30:14.625+08:00Blind Love by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">I didn't fall in love with you.<br>
Instead, I choose to love you.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I made a cho<u>ic</u>e, my love is not blind.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-52004975262926762042018-01-18T21:20:00.001+08:002018-01-18T21:20:34.150+08:00Ticking Time by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">I might I have come to the point where I don't really care anymore I guess.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I have always question myself if I made the right choice for letting you into my life.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Honestly, we both know that we can survive without each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">We are together because we made the choice to be together and to love each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">At times, I feel that you deserve someone much better than me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sometimes, I wonder if you'll treat me the way dad treated mum.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You are moving, progressing and pushing this relationship so fast to hit your life goal.</p>
<p dir="ltr">While I'm slowing this relationship down because I'm not ready and afraid to take this life decision.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I don't know where we are heading or how it will turn out to be.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I'll let God take the wheel in our relationship and I'll do my part the best I know.</p>
<p dir="ltr">One week, if the silence continues I'll assume its time for us to return to our separate ways.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You always deserve someone better than me.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-26220168696089640562017-11-22T21:56:00.001+08:002017-11-22T21:56:47.032+08:00Time by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">There is a period of time for everything.<br>
Time to love <br>
Time to miss<br>
Time to ponder<br>
Time to wait</p>
<p dir="ltr">In many more periods</p>
<p dir="ltr">In everything there is a time frame.<br>
Time to smile<br>
Time to laugh<br>
Time to kiss<br>
Time to hug</p>
<p dir="ltr">As we stay apart and avoid meeting.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I know that the<br>
Time of being strangers<br>
Time of being detached<br>
Time of not needing each other<br>
Time of falling out of love</p>
<p dir="ltr">Is making their way.</p>
<p dir="ltr">As soon as the <br>
Time of heartbreak<br>
Time of feeling being push away<br>
Time of feeling not worthy <br>
Time of losing not enough weight</p>
<p dir="ltr">Completes their duty.<br>
</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-73350158101652151112017-11-20T10:57:00.001+08:002017-11-20T20:41:51.332+08:00Sometimes by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Sometimes, I feel that you don't love me. That our relationship is all in my mind. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Sometimes, it looks as if you are playing with my heart. Pushing buttons to make me dance to your art.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sometimes, it seems you are forced to entertain me. Am I disturbing your life?</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sometimes, I wonder if you would take the step to connect, if silence from me is all you get.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Sometimes, I wonder if <u>we</u> might <u>actually</u> be nothing at all.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-28066769148248666092017-11-12T07:08:00.001+08:002017-11-12T07:08:28.537+08:00Growing Apart by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">No more good morning<br>
No more good night</p>
<p dir="ltr">Lesser the effort<br>
Lesser the need</p>
<p dir="ltr">If we are not growing closer<br>
Then whats the use of being together</p>
<p dir="ltr">Maybe it's the time<br>
For us to leave each <u>other</u></p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-4990170339690143472017-11-08T22:50:00.001+08:002017-11-08T22:50:46.602+08:00Left Alone by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Each time we argue <br>
You will just leave </p>
<p dir="ltr">Leave me alone<br>
Leave me in slience<br>
Leave me hurt</p>
<p dir="ltr">You just exit and leave.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-4589486309122778552017-11-08T14:56:00.001+08:002017-11-08T14:56:49.634+08:00Love Change by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">You use to spam my chat and wanted to know everything I do.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Now you hardly ask of me and gets angry when I confront you.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You ignore my questions, leave them unanswer.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You don't talk about your life anymore and don't think it's nessesary.</p>
<p dir="ltr">What's the point of being in a relationship if we can't share our lives and feelings with each other.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You used to ask me out on dates and say you wanted to have a long look at me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Now we don't even meet. </p>
<p dir="ltr">You mentioned that I'm the most important to you. Am I still?</p>
<p dir="ltr">You use to repeatly say I love you till I say love you too. Now all you say is okay ana. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Are we changing? Or maybe you just don't love me anymore?</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-54088094216043927442017-11-08T14:09:00.001+08:002017-11-08T15:01:50.616+08:00Alone by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">"You will never walk alone."<br>
Your favourite tagline.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm walking alone most of the time in our relationship. </p>
<p dir="ltr">When I try to grow near to you, all you do i<u>s</u> to push me away. </p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-75450889521717454822017-11-07T22:00:00.001+08:002017-11-07T22:00:07.734+08:00Time Reveals by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Maybe after all the stress, disappointment and assumption.</p>
<p dir="ltr">You do still love me anyway.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Maybe.....</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-88869897215727931642017-11-07T18:52:00.001+08:002017-11-07T18:52:54.945+08:00Only One by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">Non stop incoming messages.<br>
However, none from you.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I don't need instead or continuous messages.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Just one, that tells me that you are thinking of me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Just one, that tells me that you love me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Just one, that says you care for me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Just one, that connects us together.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Just one meaningful message each day to strength our relationship.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-42781478440999664402017-11-07T04:57:00.001+08:002017-11-08T15:02:16.750+08:00Ache by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">I feel being push<u>ed</u> away.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Do you still love me?<br>
Do you still want me?</p>
<p dir="ltr">Love me whole heartily or don't love me at all.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-77386865765877238362017-11-06T18:27:00.001+08:002017-11-06T18:27:46.712+08:00A Little Bit More by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">A little bit more silent than before<br>
A little bit more distant than before</p>
<p dir="ltr">A little bit less closer than before<br>
A little bit less excited than before</p>
<p dir="ltr">A little bit more waiting than before<br>
A little bit more emptiness than before</p>
<p dir="ltr">A little bit More<br>
A little bit mOre<br>
A little bit moRe<br>
A little bit morE</p>
<p dir="ltr">Bit by bit, Little by little <br>
Just a little bit more as we grow apart.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-49777479451734101092017-11-05T18:46:00.001+08:002017-11-06T18:15:07.734+08:00Change by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">I read back our texts.<br>
It only spells CHANGE.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-11980108703669556732017-10-30T00:06:00.001+08:002017-11-06T18:15:08.943+08:00I'm Confuse by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">As each day passes by<br>
We slowly return <br>
To our own life<br>
To our usual schedule<br>
To how it was before we fell in love</p>
<p dir="ltr">It seems that <br>
Our love was just <br>
a hiccup<br>
a distraction<br>
a rest from our typical life routine</p>
<p dir="ltr">How sad to think<br>
That feelings<br>
Of heartache<br>
Of sadness<br>
Of misery seems to be the future of us</p>
<p dir="ltr">Then again<br>
It seems that <br>
Faith<br>
Hope <br>
Love do fill this heart with promises for a great future with you.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I'm confuse.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-89170332811916030012017-10-25T09:21:00.001+08:002017-10-25T09:22:31.928+08:00He Claims He Loves Me by A.L Tan<p dir="ltr">There was a time<br>
When I look at my phone<br>
Frequent messages received<br>
From that one person <br>
Who claims he loves me.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Now a days<br>
When I look at my phone<br>
Blueticks and silence<br>
From that one person <br>
Who claims he loves me.</p>
annalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-5915612858871608542016-03-26T17:25:00.002+08:002016-03-26T17:30:57.385+08:00Post 34Finally, you didn't reply my snaps anymore.<br />
It's going to be the last conversation that we are going to have, I know.<br />
You left.<br />
I'm glad that I told you that I love you before our conversation ended today. I know, even if I were to tell you that I love you everyday, it won't mean a thing to you. You never told me what I mean to you, well, what is there to tell if I am nothing to you, right?<br />
I guess, Squishy and you are together again. You never hated her, even after you found your reason to hate her. How could you hate someone who you fell in love with at 14 and literally spend most of her time with you.<br />
The next few days are going to be a living hell for me again as I start missing you, my tears are already falling as I type this, but I made a promise to God on Good Friday. I promise to let you go the moment you stopped replying and God made you stop replying the next day after I made the promise.<br />
I also promised God, no more post about you. No post about you on Twitter, Facebook, Snapchat or Blogspot. So, this is my last post about you. I have break enough promises I made about you with God. It's time I fulfil my promises.<br />
As cheesy as it sounds, in the future no matter where we are, who we become or who we are with, I know I'll still love you.<br />
I wish you all the best in everything you do. Stay happy. Be prosperous in everything. Never leave God for love.<br />
A part of me will love you. Always<br />
#ily #m2kannalouis87http://www.blogger.com/profile/12932188405281990249noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4029391247946747705.post-8078154887408557042016-03-17T14:40:00.000+08:002016-03-17T14:40:20.240+08:00Post 33My mind is tired of telling my heart<br />
That it should stop loving you<br />
My heart just won't stop<br />
It won't stop falling for you<br />
My heart doesn't understand<br />
That you don't love me<br />
So, I'll just wait<br />
And wait<br />
And wait<br />
Till the day my heart says<br />
I love you no more<br />
Till that day comes<br />
I'll have to face my feelings for you alone<br />
Because you have move on so far away<br />
And I'm still stuck<br />
Wondering the reason I fell for you<br />
Figuring out ways to unloved you<br />
And failing every time<br />
To forget about you<br />
To stop thinking about you<br />
I tried so many times, so many ways<br />
To let you go<br />
But I can't, I can't, I CAN"T<br />
I hate myself for loving you<br />
My heart just can't remember to forget<br />
I love you. Always.<br />
#lmy #ily #imy #m2k<br />
<br />
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