Post 32

I know, one day. One day, God will answer my prayer. He will help me love you in the right way. For now, I need to go through this. No matter how hard the struggle is. #lmy #M2K

Post 31

I know my heart still loves you.
My heart leaps each time we chat and when I see you.
My heart breaks each time the chat ends.

Every goodnight & okay sounds like a goodbye and that you might leave me forever.

I'm afraid of losing you.

Post 30

Okay kills conversation.

Post 29

Oh well, you found the ILY & IMY messages that I sent to you. So, x more ILY & IMY messages to your snapchat anymore. At least you know that ILY & IMY.

Before I end this post, I LOVE YOU & I MISS YOU M2K. 

Post 28

I hope you will be fine soon. I know you are not fine now. There's something bothering you. I don't know what it is but I can guess who it is with. I hope things will be fine again for the both of you. I just want you to be happy. I can't do anything, only to pray for you. Be happy and okay soon alright?

Post 27

Well, I finally let the bullet drop. I think it is the time already.....  That was too much. What's the use of being on duty if the duty was not carried out?????? There is no point of being there just because you are order to be there. When no one is looking, then you slack....  It sucks you know....  You are not the victim, it is other people who needs to cover up your shit that you leave behind for not doing your work properly. I'm glad that I told you off. Someone has to. I don't want to be the one but you leave me no choice. Let me be the bad guy....  Meh...  I don't really care. Yes, I said that I forgive you in the previous post,  that doesn't mean I need to close one eye on the future mistake that you will be doing that will have an effect on me. I'm not taking another hit of your shit, I'm tired of being smelly. So....  Yeah...  I hope you would turn over a new leaf when you move to your crap island. Peace out.

Post 26

I got very pissed off with a co worker this week. Actually, I think it has been building up since last year. Well, I think enough is enough. Thank God, I managed to hold my temper in and thank God for students around me who understands the situation. I always hold on to the idea that our situation moulds us to become the person we are today. My students are frequently told by me that the Miss Anna they get depends on their reaction towards me. However, I came to realise today that it is not entirely true. Who and what we become today is totally depended on us. It's our choice to follow our mood or to be logical in the situation we are in. I thank God that He gave me the strength to do what is right, if I were to choose to follow my mood, I would have love to abandon my duty as my co worker did. I thank God, He has been gracious, He answered my prayer when I decided to accept His calling for me to be a teacher. My prayer was for God to always give me enough love to love. He has never fail to help me see things through His eyes in situations I don't feel like loving, I know it will never get easy in the future. Loving people is a complicated thing, it will never get easy. However, with God's help I know I can do it. To love also means to forgive even when it is hard. So, before my co-worker leaves to a new place of duty, I sincerely ask forgiveness from God for being angry with my co-worker and on my part too I'll forgive. I know there are plenty of other co-workers with the same attitude as well and this same situation will bound to happen again and again, but I know, I trust and I'll hold tight to God to carry me through each time. So..... peace out!!!!