26 March 2016
It's going to be the last conversation that we are going to have, I know.
I'm glad that I told you that I love you before our conversation ended today. I know, even if I were to tell you that I love you everyday, it won't mean a thing to you. You never told me what I mean to you, well, what is there to tell if I am nothing to you, right?
I guess, Squishy and you are together again. You never hated her, even after you found your reason to hate her. How could you hate someone who you fell in love with at 14 and literally spend most of her time with you.
The next few days are going to be a living hell for me again as I start missing you, my tears are already falling as I type this, but I made a promise to God on Good Friday. I promise to let you go the moment you stopped replying and God made you stop replying the next day after I made the promise.
I also promised God, no more post about you. No post about you on Twitter, Facebook, Snapchat or Blogspot. So, this is my last post about you. I have break enough promises I made about you with God. It's time I fulfil my promises.
As cheesy as it sounds, in the future no matter where we are, who we become or who we are with, I know I'll still love you.
I wish you all the best in everything you do. Stay happy. Be prosperous in everything. Never leave God for love.
A part of me will love you. Always
17 March 2016
That it should stop loving you
My heart just won't stop
It won't stop falling for you
My heart doesn't understand
That you don't love me
So, I'll just wait
Till the day my heart says
I love you no more
Till that day comes
I'll have to face my feelings for you alone
Because you have move on so far away
And I'm still stuck
Wondering the reason I fell for you
Figuring out ways to unloved you
And failing every time
To forget about you
To stop thinking about you
I tried so many times, so many ways
To let you go
But I can't, I can't, I CAN"T
I hate myself for loving you
My heart just can't remember to forget
I love you. Always.
#lmy #ily #imy #m2k
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06 March 2016
I hope you will be fine soon. I know you are not fine now. There's something bothering you. I don't know what it is but I can guess who it is with. I hope things will be fine again for the both of you. I just want you to be happy. I can't do anything, only to pray for you. Be happy and okay soon alright?