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31 October 2008

Day out with my bro....

It has been some time that I have spend time with my bro. The last time I spend time with him was during the trip to the National Zoo.. that like..nearly one month ago.... So today we went to Petaling Stree... to buy some things my mum wanted us to buy... after the whole afternoon walking.. we had our dinner at Mc D like how we always end our trip... by having Mc D together... Miss him...

Anna aka Bell Bell....muakzzz.....!!

30 October 2008

29.10.08

Today started great...

I posted up something today but delated it during the evening. I just think it is bad for the readers health and mind.

Went to Murni for dinner with a few friends... had a great time....



Came back around 10.++

Could not study well tonight.... found something out... feel bad... but need to keep quiet....(dun ask)... I just need to express myself.......

Hopefully it is not true.... I do not want to spoil the impression that I already build about the person......



Shhhhh....!



Anna a.k.a Bell Bell

29 October 2008

Deriving True Satisfaction

Matthew 5:6 ~ blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

Satisfaction refers to the state of contenment completion and happiness when a need or a desire is being fulfilled.

1.You don't find true satisfaction in pleasure
Ecclesiastes 1:8 ~ All things are wearisome, more than one can say. The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its fill of hearing.

Hebrews 11:25 ~ He chose to be mistreated along with the people of God rather than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a short time.

2.You don't find lasting satisfaction in performance
Ecclesiastes 2:23 ~All his days his work is pain and grief; even at night his mind does not rest. This too is meaningless.

3.You don't find lasting satisfaction in possessions
Ecclesiastes 5:10 ~ Whoever loves money will never have enough money, whoever loves wealth will never be satisfied with his income. all these are meaningless.

Ecclesiastes 2:3 - 11 ~ I tried cheering myself with wine, and embracing folly--my mind still guiding me with wisdom. I wanted to see what was worthwhile for men to do under heaven during the few days of their lives.I undertook great projects: I built houses for myself and planted vineyards.I made gardens and parks and planted all kinds of fruit trees in them.I made reservoirs to water groves of flourishing trees.I bought male and female slaves and had other slaves who were born in my house. I also owned more herds and flocks than anyone in Jerusalem before me.I amassed silver and gold for myself, and the treasure of kings and provinces. I acquired men and women singers, and a harem as well--the delights of the heart of man.I became greater by far than anyone in Jerusalem before me. In all this my wisdom stayed with me.I denied myself nothing my eyes desired; I refused my heart no pleasure. My heart took delight in all my work, and this was the reward for all my labor.Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done and what I had toiled to achieve, everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind; nothing was gained under the sun.

Destination Sickness is the disease that hits you when you achieve all your dreams, when you accomplish all the goals that you think will give you fulfillment - and then find that you are not happy. -- Ray Stedman

How do you experience true satisfaction in life?

1. You need to recognize your real hunger
Genesis 2: 7 ~ the Lord God breath of life, and the man becoming a living being

Genesis 3: 19 ~ By the sweat of your brow you will eat your food until you return to the ground, since from it you were taken; for dust you are and to dust you will return.

A self- actualizer is Creative Problem Slover ~ Abraham Maslow

2. Stop eating junk food
Isaiah 55:2 ~ Why do you spend money for what is not bread, and your wages for what deos not satisfy?

Junk Food ~ Anything that pulls you away from God or things you put above God is Junk Food
Example ~ Movies, TV Series, Computer Games, Blogging, Chatting Online, Drinking... Etc

It's interesting that our appetites are influenced by the people around us.

3.True satisfaction is found in GOD
1 Corinthians 1:30 ~ It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God - that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption.

John 6:35 ~ Jesus said, " I am the Bread of Life. Whoever comes to Me will never go hungry and whoever believes in Me will never be thirsty... If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever!"

28 October 2008

At last....I'm beginning.....

After a long day outing yesterday...
I woke up at 10.00 today....
lay in bed and came up with a plan
of what I'm going to do today...



After showering...
I did what I would always start my day with
Yup, playing computer games...
Manged to chit chat with my roommates...
and Yes...
I won the mission in the game.....



Went for lunch....
And started studying at lobby while...
checking my mails..
chatting online....



My harvest was one chapter of critical thinking..
No bad.. I thinking....
Anyway...
gotta go now...
Min Hui will be picking me up....
at 5.45 for...
prayer meeting...



And I will pray....

Dear God...
Please
4 wisdom...
4 blessing...
4 knowledge....
4 good memory.....
4 ideas....
4 peace
4 courage....
4 .....
me.....
and all...
my.....
friends.....
during exam.....

Love ya...

Amen......

Muaks,...

Anna aka Bell Bell.....

D33pAvAli 4 m3.....

This is my second time celebrating Deepavali in Kuala Lumpur, but like always I did not go to any house visitation....Me and my roomate planned to go to Sri Paandi's open house but we did not make it because she went to her aunt house during the weekends.

So I went to MPH warehouse sales with Ah Ung and Ung Ung. We went there to have a look at the books and also to accomplish a mission called Mission GAP Fish 1 (just created the term). I was blow out of my mind when I reach there... books where everywhere (der..er...!). I walked around looking for the book I wanted to buy, but sadly I could not find it. We spent almost two hours I think at the warehouse. I was sweaty and smelly... yuck!... Ung Ung... managed to find a good book entitled "Narnia". The book contain 7 stories of the whole collection... and the best part it is only RM15... outside it was RM 80.... so bless....... In total I spent RM 25... I brought 2 books as gifts for my bro and sis.....and Ah Ung brought 11 "Angel" books. She was hunting for the series everywhere at the warehouse as it is RM3 per book and RM 10 for 5......

After finishing our book hunting at MPH warehouse... we went back to 7th college to put out things b4 heading to Midvalley to continue our Mission GAP Fish 1....... we reach there we went to MPH bookstore this time.... We found the book we were looking for... Ung Ung managed to find three books that is interesting....... after surveying the price at a few shop.... we return to MPH to get the stuff we need....

Before going back to MPH, we managed to stop by the Gardens to have..."MEE SUA"... my treat this time... hopefully Ah Ung like it... hahahaha....

We then head to SS2 for PASAR MALAM....yippy.....why... to completed Mission GAP Fish 2... found the stuff... brought it... then walk around... Ah UNg got her handphone case......brought Tong Yuan.... The best thing that happen in the Pasar Malam was when Ah Ung... treat me on a herbal drink.... it was so bitter.... Both of the Ah Ung and Ung Ung... laughed at my expression....

Anyway... it was a fun day.... and that was how I celebrated my D33pAvAli..... Cheers.......

Anna aka Bell Bell...

27 October 2008

Happy Deepavali...!

Happy Deepavali to everyone out there....

May the colours rangoli brighten your world
May the glow of the lamps bring sparkels to your life
May this festive bring joys to treasure.

I hope you would enjoy this year's Festival Of Light. May your life be fill with the joy of Deepavali......

Anna...

Ps. Sorry for being late.....

26 October 2008

Colour Personality Test...

Here is my result... do you think is true....? Leave a comment...

My Existing Situation:
Imaginative and sensitive; seeking an outlet for these qualities--especially in the company of someone equally sensitive. Interest and enthusiasm are readily aroused by the unusual or the adventurous.

My Stress Sources:
Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which I imposes of myself or by my own choice and decision.

My Restrained Characteristics:
Willing to participate and to allow myself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.

My Desired Objective:
Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of experience. Wants to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt, to win, and to live intensely. Likes contacts with others and is enthusiastic by nature. Receptive to anything new, modern, or intriguing; has many interests and wants to expand my fields of activity. Optimistic about the future.

My Actual Problem:
Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of my own efforts.

Izzit true? Leave your comment..... Thankzz.....

Anna

~!@#$%^&*()_+?<:{>"}|+)*^$@~!#%&(_??_)

I'm sitting in the eating hall now. Not sure what should I do... to blog the events that happened today, to do my assignment or to log into my mum school's web site and help her with her report...

No sure how to start blogging today... blank for ideas on what to write for assignment and lazy wanna do my mum job... and now my head is pain..... no sure wanna buy panadol or not.....

Anna.....

P.s ignore this blog I'm just babbling.......Lol....

24 October 2008

Good start for my study break.....

My study break started with a good start. I had a great day today.... went out with Ah Ung and Ung Ung... had a fun time.... we ended the trip by having dinner at a Korean Restoren...



Hugs & Kisses

Anna Bell

23 October 2008

Stress Full Day.....

23.10.08

Today was a very stress full day..... nvr once in my life have I ever sat for an exam that I do not know how to answer.... i feel so bad..... I felt even more stress after the exam than before..... even till now I'm still can feel the impact......

Worry,
Anna

Psalm 23

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

21 October 2008

Anna wake up.....

Been sleeping at 4am for the past few days... look like it has been a habit for me to sleep after dinner and to wake up b4 12am to study till 4am b4 I return to my nest for rest and waking up at 7am for class.......
I spent my nights online, surving the net not studying... exams coming and I'm busy chatting online with friends and what is worst I got myself addicted to Low Kay Hwa online novels.... and my pen pal keep calling me at night... sien.....

A.L.T.L2

19 October 2008

A week..... filled with fun and memories..

The past week had been a great one...... tiring like all weeks but it was full of experience, fun, blessing, joy, happiness, laughter...etc..... thinking about it makes me smile to myself....

Wednesday 15.10.08
Back from class (actually from bagus...ranting session) ..... and guess what? the water supply was cut off at UM... it was so hard to look for water... even the out of campus college's water supply had been cut off.... angry? sticky... you bet... I was stress out... thinking of getting water...... my roomates had their bucket of water so they took their bath.
Just when I was thinking off just jumpping into bed and to take a bath at the faculty tomorrow.... Arul came to my room to ask how was I going to bath...... at last, we decided to call Alicia but Alicia did not pick up her phone.... so whatever we still decided to go to her house without calling her... called Alan and Li Chin... to come along..... After a while I try to call Gilbert (Alicia housemate) and when he said " Ya, sure sure you all come and bath at my house lah" I was like jumpping up and down and just can't stop saying thank you.... To cut a long story very very short..... the four of us Arul, Alan, Li Chin and me had our bath at Alicia's house except Alan.... then we head to Old Town White Coffee for dinner..... then we head back to our own hostel. Thank you so much Alicia, Gilbert, Esther and Nengala for allowing us to take a shower there......















Thursday 16.10.08
One of the days that I love because I finishes class early.... that day we went to SS 14 for lunch the Restauren name is...... (I do not know how to spell... pai se pai se)...but we had fun.....















At night I went to Old Town White Coffee for dinner with my beloved E12 cell group....

Friday 17.10.08
Yippy TESL-ians off day.... went to Digital Mall today with Jess and Alan.... a big thank you to Stephan for fetching us to and flow from there.....

Saturday 18.10.08
Should be going to church today...but I decided to go tomorrow because some of the juniors can't attend saturday's service.... So how did Bell Bell spent the day....? Of course.... go kai kai......
Called Li Chin up.... then she communicated with Ung Ung.... then we are off to 1 U...spent the whole day there... walking from new wing to the old wing and then back to the new wing again then old wing again....look at the directory for nearly 20 times that day..... The funny part was when we could not decide what to eat for dinner..... but in the end we still go back to the small shop that sells mee sua....Each of us had 2 bowls of mee sua that day....super full man.... hahaha......

Sunday 19.10.08
When to church... so gald that I went to church. David Oh's sermon was great..... feel so charge up spiritually..... after lunch... the van sent me back... then I went online for a while... then... I fell asleep at 3.++ pm and woke up and 7.45pm... then I remember that I had assignment to do.... but bad news I lost my question paper... called Arul up.... she has the copy... went to her room tiba - tiba... hungry.... Arul suggested KFC... I think to myself.... ok whatever... so history repeated it self.... "Halo... Alan ah? Li Chin ar? want to go KFC or not...?" and we are off...... but I ended up chatting, talking and taking photos......but not doing assigments.... whatever lah..... helped Li Chin a bit ( I think my talk didn't help much...) but gald to be there for her....... William sent us back to college... (Thanks William!)... then I spent my night till morn at the eating hall doing my assignment together with Zhong weng and my buddy till 4am..... and the story continues the next day......








Monday 20.10.08
Had a great day too...... Arul recommended and Gui Chan drove us to Sri Paandi's for lunch... (Arul says you must not focus on the A's when you says paandi it means another thing).. the lunch was great.... love hot and spicy food... so glad I could at least get a good quality of spicy food beside's college spicy food that taste bad..... In the evening... went to pasar malam (kind of) with Li Chin and Alan... it was rainning cats (miao) and dogs (ruff)...... I do not know what happen... but in the end we ended up at Party Box to sing..... and I'm suppose to have speaking test tomorrow (what am I doing?) (speak only mah...) hahaha.... had a great fun that night... we sang for 4 hours... my parents would... ( I do not want to mention).....
Tuesday 21.10.08
Today is like every other tuesday.... I hope! I still have 7 hours before 12am anything can happen..... Speaking was great... (positive thinking).....
I just want to say a big thank you to Arul, Alan and Li Chin.
Arul for helping me with my assignment.... thank you for the questions.... and for your concern.... and for your visitation to my room sometimes...... Glad to be your friend......!
Alan...a.k.a Ung Ung... thank you for going out with me for the past one week... I know I took a lot of your time.... and cause you to spend your money... really apprciated your care and kindness.....thanks...
Li Chin... thanks for being one of my friends that received signals from aliens.... I really love the way you think.. So creative and original... yup original....hahah........hehhe.... remember oh ! I will be on your sides no matter which is your decision....
Love, kisses and hugs to the three of you... Love you all.....
~Anna a.k.a Bell Bell~





16 October 2008

Asia Conference

Proverbs 16

Just wanna share Proverbs 16 with everyone today.... learn a lot from this passage today......



Proverbs 16


1 To man belong the plans of the heart,

but from the LORD comes the reply of the tongue.
2 All a man's ways seem innocent to him,
but motives are weighed by the LORD.
3 Commit to the LORD whatever you do,

and your plans will succeed.
4 The LORD works out everything for his own ends—

even the wicked for a day of disaster.
5 The LORD detests all the proud of heart.

Be sure of this: They will not go unpunished.
6 Through love and faithfulness sin is atoned for;

through the fear of the LORD a man avoids evil.
7 When a man's ways are pleasing to the LORD,

he makes even his enemies live at peace with him.
8 Better a little with righteousness

than much gain with injustice.
9 In his heart a man plans his course,

but the LORD determines his steps.
10 The lips of a king speak as an oracle,

and his mouth should not betray justice.
11 Honest scales and balances are from the LORD;

all the weights in the bag are of his making.
12 Kings detest wrongdoing,

for a throne is established through righteousness.
13 Kings take pleasure in honest lips;
they value a man who speaks the truth.
14 A king's wrath is a messenger of death,

but a wise man will appease it.
15 When a king's face brightens, it means life;

his favor is like a rain cloud in spring.
16 How much better to get wisdom than gold,

to choose understanding rather than silver!
17 The highway of the upright avoids evil;

he who guards his way guards his life.
18 Pride goes before destruction,

a haughty spirit before a fall.
19 Better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed

than to share plunder with the proud.
20 Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers,

and blessed is he who trusts in the LORD.
21 The wise in heart are called discerning,

and pleasant words promote instruction. [a]
22 Understanding is a fountain of life to those who have it,

but folly brings punishment to fools.
23 A wise man's heart guides his mouth,

and his lips promote instruction. [b]
24 Pleasant words are a honeycomb,

sweet to the soul and healing to the bones.
25 There is a way that seems right to a man,

but in the end it leads to death.
26 The laborer's appetite works for him;

his hunger drives him on.
27 A scoundrel plots evil,

and his speech is like a scorching fire.
28 A perverse man stirs up dissension,

and a gossip separates close friends.
29 A violent man entices his neighbor

and leads him down a path that is not good.
30 He who winks with his eye is plotting perversity;

he who purses his lips is bent on evil.
31 Gray hair is a crown of splendor;

it is attained by a righteous life.
32 Better a patient man than a warrior,

a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city.
33 The lot is cast into the lap,

but its every decision is from the LORD.
















A pretty butterfly I managed to spot after doing my quiet time today.


Anna....

15 October 2008

I'm a Phlegmatic Choleric.

I did a personality test during class this morning....(yup not listening in class...like always...).

This is my result.....


So do you think this is my personality...?
Anna

14 October 2008

Like always... the sun shinning bright after a cloudy day.....


Today started like always..... the doom mood that I had last nite still have a little effect on me. Went to class like always.... smile with everyone I met to help lift my mood up and to get ready for today's listening test.... every thing like always.... friends that read my pervious blog tried their best to cheer me up... (Thanks you all knows who you all are) and I on the other hand try to be cheerful to make things better.... after spending the whole afternoon online and chatting with a few friends made me realised that I still have people and friends around me that still care and love me....


After test, went to discussion... that was when I realised that the report that I did last night was kind of cute and funny...( due to the mixture of bad mood, chatting, emailing, blogging, talking, messaging, thinking and typing that was done all in the same time) after a little bit of editing from my group mates it pass...horrey....


The sun started shinning again... when I receive a call from mummy... she sounded happy today... she explain what really happen in the bank... I forgive the lady that cause conflict inside me and my mum.....


So now I'm happy again... sky cleared.... Anna aka bell bell is ringing happily again......
Ding Dong
Anna

13 October 2008

A day at the zoo......
















On 30 September 2008. A group of us decided to spend a whole day at Malaysia National Zoo. We started our journey to wangsa maju at 10.00.... we had a great day. What happen during the whole day? Well, I will let the pictures do the talking... but in a nut shell, we had tons and mountains of fun.....





Dance My Love!


Last Friday, CHCKL performed a musical called Dance my love. I invited some of my friends and Li Chin and Zhong Weng came and join us (Bell, Jess and Fish) [ Thanks for all your support Li Chin and Zhong Weng].
The musical is about a ballarina and a street dance that fall in love with each other and how their love and passion for dancing brought them together. The musical is nice and it did touch my heart. It made me realised that all the problems that the characters faces in the musical does happen in reality.
A big tumbs up and bravo to all the crew and people that are in charge and made is musical into a reality.

A day with Tien Zhong Weng


Last friday (10.10.08).... at 10.00 Zhong Weng and me started our journey from Um to Mid Valley. After taking her photo at Mid Valley, we took the KTM to Subang Jaya. Then we had our lunch at Carrefour. After Lunch we went to Subang Parade just to waste some time before the immegarsi at terminal 3 finish their break...... Subang Parade is nice.....very peaceful...will not bum into people you know...... Fun and nice.... Then we went to the immagerasi at Terminal 3 but too bad... Zhong weng did not bring her Birth. C so we need to return back there this friday to apply for her passport...to bad.... but I had fun.
Love
Anna...


10 October 2008

Camps, trip, journey......during raya break.... Peaceheaven

Hi all...bell bell reporting......hahahar....

After the CC Trip I went to the National Zoo but that is not I wanna share here... OK...focus...after the CC trip on Wednesday Jian Han fetch me to church. For what? FOR ANOTHER CAMP...yippy I'm waiting for revival in my life.......so excited...man.....it is just that I do not know how to express so still look like the normal cool and calm Anna at church.....sad right....haiz...

We reach Peaceheaven at 1pm then Sherene and Jian Han shared their lunch with me... Thanks you so much... ( so nice of them, i didn't manage to pack lunch because all the shops are closed and my college didn't provide food during raya break.). On the first day of the retreat, I feel quite lonely as most of the leaders are people that I didn't know and I'm not really good at social...but still need to try to make friends right.....

So during the group session... I got to know a few of my group members.... we discuss of our group name and Amelia came up with the A.T.A.P = All things are possible.. then Jaya came and think a really fun and funny cheer for our group (miss doing the cheer). The first night Ps. Kevin spoken about serventhood... it really was refreshing and it let me think a bit about what I have give and offer to God after all He has done for me....

During the second day... Ps Mike gave and taught us some basic theory about flowing in the spirit. Then we spent some time in Genting in the afternoon. The night session, Pastor Mike taught me a little about how to flow in the spirit and he prayed for a few of the leaders. That I Sherene prayed for me and she told me that I should let go.... well...if it was not for that night I would not know that I have build a wall around myself without myself even know it. At first, I didn't really know what has cause me to build a wall around me but as Sherene prayed on I realised that I have been hurt by the words from people around me.... that is why I'm not good at expressing myself and if I do express myself it would only be certain feeling because I do not what to be insult, look down or even gossip about the action and words I say in expressing myself.

The third day was the best of all, I learn to flow in the spirit and to pass God's message to the person I'm praying for... I learn to realised that God loves me always and that it is not because of the things I do or said but it is because of my faith that I'm the child of God. After the night session I played Werewolf with some of the leaders till 6am.

After the trip, I really feel bless and God presents is more real in my live and I just feel loved all the time. The good new.... my relationship with some people are better now... compare to before..... my feelings and view towards them just change.... that was what I receive when I place all my problem to God and to draw on His might.

Anna aka Bell Bell

Camps, trip, journey......during raya break.... Bagan Lalang


Hi all.... Anna reporting....!!!!

If you all remember in my last blog, I mention that I will be attending two camps during the Raya break. Well, I manage to join both and came back with tons of memories, laughter, fun, joy and experience.

The first trip was conducted by my college Chinese community basically it is organize by us! Yup! the second year. It was held at Bagan Lalang.It was quite a tiring experience, I remember we started practicing the dance step three weeks before the actually days. Most of us work hard to prepare the props that we need for the games.

Though I didn't really get to join the games but it was fun conducting it as well. The only game that I managed to join was the drinking water game...where the first and third years were allowed to challenge us to gain more points for their group and Hallelujah we won.....victory belongs to us....muahahha....!!!!

Most of the time in the trip I was in the kitchen helping out with the kitchen group to prepare the meals for everyone... it was a great time spending time with them ( got to be called mak cik for once). I miss the time there...it was a three days two night trip. It was also fun at the beach... we swim around a bit.... didn't know that Yen Ting and Lesli were such a good swimmer.... too bad I'm only good that floating (too much fats that's why can float) hahaha....

Then we had live band playing on the last night of the trip.... I remember me and Bing Jing stayed up nearly till 3 to finished BBQing the chickens. We had fun BBQing till that early morning. Both of us ended the BBQ by putting all the potatoes on the grill and pour all the butter on it.... guess what happen, both the grill was up in flames.... we had fun looking at the potatoes burning up...... it kinda of remember me to be good and love God if I don't want to be burn in hell like the potatoes being burn on the grill....sob..sob... Anyway I had tons of fun and I was very very tired after the trip BUT I still manged to go pasar malam on the night I return....hehhehe....that's me..ee...