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30 November 2008

At last the activities begin......

Today after church, the youths and I went to Reuben's house to celebrated Roland's Birthday... managed to catch up with a few friends during the party... had fun there....



During the birthday, I received a call from my mum. She asked me to help her out at the shop. So after the birthday party, I went to the shop....and like always.... Financial Park always look like this....


It is a wonder than my mum still managed to earn $$ to send me to University... Thank You God!

Should be fishing tonight.. but postponded to next week......hopefully we get a lot of sotong....heheh.....

Glad to have things to do at last,

Bell Bell (very long no use this nick liao)

29 November 2008

If Only....

If Only...
I have the courage like most ppl have...
I would have love and been love......
Will Love arrive in my life?
Anna....

28 November 2008

Salt....Love...

There was once a rich man, named Henry who has three daughters. He loves them very much and tries his very best to be a good father to them. He provided them with the best education he could effort, a comfortable place to stay, delicious food to eat, nice clothes to wear, and everything his daughters wished for, he will try to get it for them. As the girls grow up they learn to love their father and develop their own personalities and character that are different from each other. The first and second daughter Alice and Emily are nice girls with beautiful long straight hair. Both the girls are closer to each other since they are twins. Alice and Emily love collecting sea shells, so they spent most of their time taking long walks at the beach looking for sea shells. Cathy the third daughter on the other hand is an active girl who loves cooking and baking. Besides studying, she would spent her time searching and learning new recipes. Most of her time is spend in the kitchen trying out new recipes. Henry was very happy that his daughters have grown up to be ladies who are beautiful, intelligent and well – manner.

On Henry’s forty – ninth birthday, his daughters planned to celebrate his birthday by giving him a small surprise birthday party. On that day, there where balloons hung up everywhere with Henry’s favour colour which is purple, they even hung up a banner that say “HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR AWESOME FATHER”. Alice, Emily and Cathy have been planning for this party for nearly two months now. Alice and Emily had stayed up for a few nights doing some of the decorations for the party and have also been planning activities to be carried out during the party. While Cathy has been secretly inventing and trying out a new dish for her father for his birthday. The girls had worked hard for this party. They started decorating the house the moment their father leave for work, by the end of the day before their father return from work, the living and dining room has been transform from an ordinary room into a room that is fit for a king. The clock struck five, “Cathy! Is the food ready? Daddy will be back soon,” asked Emily. Alice went around the house the last time making sure that everything is set in order. They then sat down waiting for their father. While they were waiting for their father, the rain started to fall heavily from the sky.

“Oh, I hate rainy days! Why does it need to rain on my birthday?” Henry thought. It was raining cats and dogs outside of the car, “Could you please drive a bit faster, my girls are waiting for me. They told me they have a surprise waiting,” Henry told his driver. “I will try my best,” reply the driver. The driver overtook a few cars now and then and he nearly bump into a car but manages to hit the break just in time. “We are here sir,” the driver informs Henry as he pull up at the car porch. Henry quickly took off his coat, “Girls I’m back!” but there was no reply. Slowly he enters into the living room and saw that it was decorated beautifully. Quietly, Alice, Emily and Cathy creep up to their father, “Surprise! Happy Birthday Daddy!” the three of them shouted and each of them gave Henry a hug and a kiss. “Oh girls, this is so nice of you all, the decorations are so pretty,” said Henry. “Daddy, wait till you taste the cake that I bake specially for you,” said Cathy

Henry and his three daughters proceed to the dining room, “thank you so much for this party,” says Henry. “Daddy, just relax and enjoy your meal, it must be tiring at work today,” said Alice. “Yup, we have plan many activities for tonight dad” said Emily. After they have all finish their meal, the maid came and clear the table. Soon they were in the living room. “Ok! The next event is down memory lane!” announced Emily. Cathy switched on the television while Alice brought in some desserts. “What movie are we watching?” asked Henry. “Oh, you will see,” reply Emily. Cathy hit the play button, and tears fill Henry’s eyes the movie on the television was his wedding day, he remember how he meet the girls’ mother and how she die while giving birth to Cathy, then the video proceed to a few concert that they girls have been in while they were in junior high school. The television soon show the memories Henry had with the girls during picnics, Christmas time and holidays in other countries. The movie soon ended with the a message that says “ THANK YOU DAD FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR US DURING HARD TIMES, SAD TIMES AND HAPPY TIMES, WE ARE WHO WE ARE TODAY BECAUSE OF YOU!” There was a moment of silence as everyone remembers the past.

“Now, the highlight of the event, presents time” shouted Cathy. Each of the girls took out a gift that is warp beautifully. Alice being the oldest of the three sisters gave her gift to her father and said “Daddy you are the apple of my eyes”, Henry opened the gift and inside was a beautiful angle made out of sea shells that Alice picked at the beach. Emily then step forward and gave her present to her father and she said “Dad you are the rhythm of my heart beat.” Henry then gave her a big hug and opens up her present, inside was a red crystal in a heart shape with a picture of Emily and Henry in the middle. At last it was Cathy turn; Cathy gave her gift to her father and asked him to open the gift. Henry open the gift and inside there was small salt shaker with some salt in it. Henry looks up at Cathy, and with a big smile Cathy said “Daddy, I love you like the salt in my food”. But instate of receiving a hug from her dad. Henry face was furious, “How could you give a gift like that, don’t you know that salt is salty and it is from the sea! Are you saying that you could find someone who loves you anywhere just likes the salt that could be found in the saltiness of the sea?” said Henry. “But dad, that is not what I mean” reply Cathy. “Then are you saying that I’m have loved you too much till you feel that you do not have any freedom just like the salt that is too salty?” said Henry. “Go, get out of this house, if this is how you think of the love that I have show to you, then I do not want to see you again, go! Get out!” shouted Henry. With a heavy heart Cathy opens the door and leaves the house.

Outside the wind was blowing strongly, Cathy walk aimlessly along the road, wondering what will she do with her life now that she is been kick out of house. She then walk to one of her friend’s house and spend the night there. The next morning, she went to look for a job in few restaurants, after spending a few days looking for a job, she manage to get a job as a assistant chef in a Chinese restaurant. She put her effort and worked hard in her job, and she was notice by the boss of the restaurant who promoted her to be one of the chefs in his restaurant. By her effort and hard work, Cathy manages to safe enough money to open a small restaurant with some of her friends.

One day, as she was taking order from one of the customer, she notice that there was an elderly man sitting in one corner of her restaurant. After looking closely, she realise that it was her father. She then had a plan. She went into the kitchen and asks the chef in charge to prepare her father food without salt. The food was then served to Henry, after taking a few bite of the food, he soon asked for the boss of the restaurant. Cathy went and meets him; Henry was shocked to see his youngest daughter. Cathy then asks him if there was any problem with the food, and Henry said that the food was tasteless. Cathy then explains that she had asked the chef not to put salt in his food. She then explains the meaning of the statement she said five years ago during Henry birthday. After hearing Cathy explanation, Henry asked for Cathy forgiveness and invited her back to stay with him and her sisters. This is what Cathy said “The salt represents your love dad and the food presents my life, my life would be meaningless and useless without your love just like the food which is tasteless without salt.”

My friends our life will be boring, useless and meaningless unless there is love involved. Without love everything we do and work for seem pointless.

So I encourage everyone to not just to receive love from people around them but also to give and share the love with everyone around them.

Love. Cheers!

Anna

A little change plz..

Maybe it is time for me to change a little bit on the way I write in my blog....
No just about my daily activities...

But maybe comments, things, what i think about life, news and maybe give ideas...no bad right...
Cannot always be about me only...

Will try...Cheers!

Anna

27 November 2008

What to do? I know what....

Great...
I have enough rest lioa...
Slept at 11.00++ last night...
My bro watch movies till 5 am on my laptop..(looks like my laptop will not be resting)lol...

Things to do....
1. Clean the stove..
2. Wash the clothes, daily
3. Sweep the floor, daily
4. Cook lunch, if nobody wanna cook
5. Cook dinner, if not giving tuition
6. Do tuition, monday till thursday night
7. Go swimming at the beach at least twice during the holidays
8. Go breakfast with mum at least 10 times during the holidays
9. Help out at the shop when I'm free or to avoid doing the chores at home (wahhaha)
10. Learn a new piece of song on the piano.
11. Do something new....dun know what yet..
12. Decorate the christmas tree....
13. Go lepak with somebody.....
14. Go Bank Rakyat to apply for loan...hahah ($$$ come! come! come!)
15. Do something stupid with my sister and brothers.....throw a party...picnic...bbq...camping..etc
16. Take SS pictures.....
17. Capture a picture of a paracute trainee in the sky near my house...
18. Learn to dress up and to apply make up..(wait for the new Anna if I managed to learn the
skills...)
19. Update my blog daily...
20. Download movies...
21. Complete my settlers game....
22. Create a funny jokes...
23. Impact someone's life....
24. Enjoy moi's holiday....
23. Build my spiritual life (IMPORTANT).....
25. And do many many more things that I can't think of now.....wohoo.....

Anna...

26 November 2008

Super long journey....home

After a long journey on bus from Singapore...then a night at my aunt house then another bus trip to lcct and 10 hours of waiting at lcct...I'm HOME AT LAST....YIPPY !!!!

My bro fetch me at the airport... and ya I'm home now....should be sleeping but cannot sleep...hahah.. maybe I missed my blog to much....

I slept for 1 hour in during the flight... I was woken up by the pilot's voice..... then I took the 3 sixty and read through the megazine.....

I was smiling to myself during the last 30 minutes on the flight....(No! I'm not going crazy) I remember what happen during my last flight back to KL.... I took my flight with my bro and you know what...he forgotten to switch his phone... it was a good thing the plane did not crash or went to the wrong destination...

Then as I was about to go to the washroom... I cancle that idea because I remember what Francis told me about a women who got her butt stuck to the toilet bowl because she flush the toilet bowl while she was sitting down on it..... It took me nearly 5 minutes to hide myself smiling by looking outside of the window...poor lady..hahaha.....


My sisters are busy now trying to get my attention... they have so much to tell me... Anna you want to play badminton? Can I tie your hair? You want to play ting ting? Wanna so swimming tomorrow? Can you do this? I can do this! You hand can do this? The sound of both my sisters shouting, TV sounds at the loudest volume, sound of the organ as they prctice their pieces, my bro guitar sound... etc... very fan...but listening to their voice tells me that I'm at home....

Great to be home....Cheers!...

Christmas Coming Soon! Yay!

Anna

Asia Conference Report....

I'm so glad that I attended Asia Conference(AC). It was really an experience that has really renew my mind about God.

AC really proof to me that the God I serve is a living God that is full of love, joy, power, compassion, blessing and etc...

I don't really know how to put my whole experience in words.. but anyway I had a great blast a week at Singapore. It was worth lining up for hours.... Looking forward to AC 2010.

I encourge all of you out there to come join us for the next AC. You will be bless.






Singapore streets...look at the trees... you can just see trees on every side of the street...so green and refreshing...




Some SS pictures that me and Jess managed to take between lines and in the bus....




The food.... the place and the tag...

Look at the people in the hall and those in line....

My bed...so like the colour...it matches my shirt...heheh....

Love,

Anna

22 November 2008

Going through Asia Conference...

Greetings from Singapore...



Today is my 4th day at Singapore... Singapore is a nice country with many green trees around....

The reason I'm at singapore is to attend Asia Conference... I'm so glad that I choose to go Asia Conference and not australia.... man!...my mind is relly renew...I'm referesh by God's words and the ppl of God... I'm enjoying myself....



You all should see the line here....There are line everywhere...to take food.. to enter the hall..to go toilet..to buy food..and they are very very very very very longggg..... Yesterday I had to skip dinner to line up for the night session... and believe it or not... today I have been linning up since 12.00pm for the 6.30pm session and when i arrive at singapore expo there was already a long line ahead of me.... need to get into the hall... today speaker is benny hinn... powerful man of God...



The workshops were great.. I went for songwriting... hopefully I'm able to apply everything I learn here...It is just amazing to worship God together with all His ppl....



Gotta Go... the line will be going into the hall soon...



Love you all and miss you all to...muaks....



See ya soon...



Ready to impact the world...



Anna Louis... Cheers!



Ps... happy to share my experince with you all when I'm back to Malaysia.

18 November 2008

Enjoyed C3 Concert and waiting for asia conference...

C3 was
great..
cool...
fabulous....

They really bring the presence of God into the place...
It was a great time to worship God....
Powerful worship....
Enjoyed every minutes and seconds....

Now I know how to sing the woah...woah..woah...oh...
That Kevin always type in messager....

Now the time is 12.17am...
Looking forward to asia conference...
I just know I will be having tons of fun....
Experincing God's power and presence.....

I'm ready.....

Anna Louis

17 November 2008

Quietness.....

Most of my friends has return home......
So quiet....
No one to talk to....
The only sound is from my laptop speaker shouting out hillsongs songs....

Can't wait for 5.30 to arrive...
To go to C3 concert.. I need noise...
I'm a noisy person...
Sometimes I like quietness..but this is too quiet....

Maybe I should do some yoga in this peaceful situation..hahah....
In the middle of the semester...I didn't want to go back home...
Maybe because everyone is going back so..I ALSO WANNA GO Back.....
Dun know what is waiting for me at home...

Susan, Alex, Sam, Elisha, Abigail, Rechel, Jenny... I missed you all....
Let's go BBQing at the beach...
Fishing at night...
Lepak at sea sport....

I know I will be busy when I get back home...
Why? because I will be giving tuition to 4 students....
Poor children...
I promise I will be a good teacher....Muahahahha.....

Christmas...CHRISTMAS....
Caroling...Fa la...la..la..la...la..la..la...laaaaa
Will be decorating the tree at home...
Sam! I wanna do butter cookies again...

Can't wait to go home...and getting crazy...cause it is too quiet...

Anna aka Bell Bell

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell...Jingle all the way.....Ho..Ho..Ho...

The Mighty Elisha..!!!

Congratulation to Elisha again for winning 2 golds in your recent weight lifting competition at Ipoh....Love you! Muaks....

Feeling, acting, thinking weird....
Anna....

16 November 2008

A day out with Alan...

Today started with a different ring tone to wake me up.... I was planning to wake at 11(chuckels) but my mom called me at 9.00 for her weekly sunday calls.... after talking to her for 15 minutes... I went for breakfast then up to my bed... watched ghost whisperer and fell asleep again and woke up at 12.00...took my bath...had lunch.... then off to MC to start my weekly kai kai..this week with Alan....

I was just in time for the bus when I arrived.... (cool right? no need to wait for the bus!). We went to Low Yat... Alan wanted to buy an MP3.... we went to looked around for a while...after the 1st round... we looked more... after identifying a few Mp3 and comparing them.... we went to look for the MP3 that Alan wanted....

But..(jeng jeng jeng).... we couldn't find the shop. So we walked around the 3rd floor, round and round and round after I think the 4th round we managed to find it... it was located just at the enterance of a corner..and we pass that corner twice...(swat).....Alan got the MP3 he wanted... then off we go for dinner..(ya it was a little early....ok ok...super early to have dinner)....

I didn't know what to eat...so I asked Alan to decide (like always he also dun know...muahahah)we went to the food court... and guess what..mee sua...so... off we went to the shop... yummy mee sua.... Thanks to Alan... he treat me for dinner...we had...let me see...Hmmm...

A bowl of mee sua each
A plate of chicken floss egg crepe
Crispy XXL fried chicken

I was super full....very full.....

After dinner we went back..... on my way back to college...just about to reach college...Low and Be Hold... here comes my roomate, cousin, and a few junior..... they said " Let's go KFC...." I was like....but I just ate...super full.... and I just walked for Intan gate leh...... oklah...I go with you all but no eating.....so I walk with them to Intan gate again.... spent time with them...order a drink and cheesey wedges.....then walk back with them....and that is my day......THE END

SUPER FULL......

Anna aka Bell Bell....

Ps. Thanks for dinner again Alan....

Rainbow....

Rainbow

It's not a secret,
its not a fairytale
Its not made up,
Jonah was in a whale
For three whole days,
1,2,3!

The greatest treasure,
the Word God's people wrote
It's in the Bible,
where Noah built a boat
And it rained and rained

[Chorus:]
The rainbows in the sky to show
God's promises are true
The rainbows in the sky to show
the world He's the only way
for your everyday


I never knew that it would be such a great experience helping out during emerge junior. Yes. It is tiring, but some how I was still refresh with God's presence during the conference for the children. Funny to think that God could touch your heart anytime in your life.

The song is called rainbow... it is one of the songs sang during emerge jr. the two lines bold are the words that reminded me that the God I serve is a God who keeps His word and will never fail me.

The two lines really touch my heart... as I was always looking for the promises that God has mention in the bible and I would always wonder if all the promises were true or has God forgotten about me.

So when I heard the two line being sang out I was just sure that God will keep all the promises that he has promise me.

I really had fun at emerge jr. I love the painting workshop (heheh...new info..I love drawing...I know I draw badly). It was fun to see the little children unleashing their creativity and ideas to create their master piece... there was a boy who redo his work 6 times till the teacher need to bring him to another section of the workshop so that he would not redo his work...hehehe...

Most of the time I was at the cafe helping to prepare the food... good thing I didn't spoil any of the food like what I always do at home....hehehe...

Anyway I had fun, it is tiring...trust me... but if given the chance again... yes! I will still choose to help out....

Eyes poping out....eye bags getting bigger.....

Anna Louis

15 November 2008

Emerge Jr....

Friday and Saturday the 3rd and 4th day of holidays,
I spent my time the whole day at church,
Helping out during Emerge Jr,
Where the children flowed in at 3pm.

Small pieces of sand art were given to every child,
They stick the sand with the colour they like,
Even if the colour doesn't match,
The art looks pretty in the end.

Ok children the teacher called out,
Let's all get into the hall,
We'll be watching Ku Fung Panda,
Yippy! All the children said.

After movie, dinner and games,
The children gather in the box,
The clock starts to countdown the time,
3,2,1 and Emerge Jr begin.

They dance and sing with all their might,
They play and laugh with joy in their heart,
Talent unleashed at it's highest peak,
Capturing the minds of everyone arrived.

Beauty Pegeant and Man Hunt was great,
The boys wore suit and matching ties,
The girls dress with make up and dress,
And little stars on their head.

The night came and go and is morn again,
Here they come for a second go,
The morning started with some food for all,
You want milk or not? the teachers asked

In the hall they learn more about God's love,
And learn more skills in fun DIY workshops,
During lunch they had nice smell spaghetti,
And learn more about God and enjoying His present.

And just before they were leaving the church,
Small kiddy packs were given to all,
The parents came and pick each one off,
Good bye see you again in Emerge Jr next year.

14 November 2008

After exams....

Phew.... Am I glad that exam is over... yaya...i know it is kinda of late to express my happiness that exam is over, but what the hack...this is my blog I can say anything I want...Muahahha.....

The pass two days has been very tiring... after exam on 12 Nov... me, li chin and alan went to sungai wang to have lunch.. funny right... go so far to have lunch.. rainning somemore leh.... why? Well, because we loved Colis so much that we travel all the way to Low Yat on a rainy day to buy her birthday present....

After getting Colis present, we took a bus U47 to Leisure Mall....and then to Taman Coughnut(dun know how to spell) for the longest pasar malam.... there were more stall there(der!) it was interesting going to a new pasar malam... there was a few new things to see... I didn't know that there could be so many flavours for tau fu far....cool right!... enjoyed that night....

The next day, 13 Nov.... me, Li Chin, Alan and Weiliem went to Sunway for ice skating.... I was nervous at first... because I'm not sure if I still remember how to skate.... but when I step on the ice... hey..no bad I could balance....I enjoyed ice skating that day.....yup! I fell down around 6 times in the ice arena...( have a bruise on my left leg.Ouch!)..We then had lunch at BBQ Bar Plaza.....

Then at 6.30pm Sherene picked moi, fish, colis and andrew for Cg... but before that we went for treasure hunt to looked for printing works... to get the cg bulletin... Cg was fun that night... I was still nervous leading praise and worship that night...

After Cg... I followed Hazel to church to blow balloons... in total... we blew 150 balloons... we got back to college at 2.30am... I was so hungry... thank God... for fish's popiah.. and Colis birthday cake....after eating and changing.... i fell on the bed and got up today at 10.45....Thank God for everything....

BTW, Happy Birthday Zhong Weng aka Colis...

Ready for Emerge Junior....

Anna

12 November 2008

Templer's Exam...

Inward ear....

Advantages Of Poetry...

1.Universality
2.Non-triviality
3.Motivation
4.Hands on
5.Ambiguity and interaction (Must Read!)
6.Reactions and personal relevance
7.Memorability
8.Rhythm
9.Performance
10.Compactness

To get more info of the above point please turn to your inward ear book from pg 8 - 12...
All the best tomorrow....Cheers!

Memorizing.....
Anna aka Bell Bell

11 November 2008

Hey there.....

Well... I think it is time to update this little blog of mine.... Missed 1 day... which was yesterday... dun know why I just do not feel that I should blog yesterday's event... what I did.... where I go... maybe I feel as if posting things I am going through is just like a daily report.....what do you all think?

Tonight.... I went to Yesterday.... had shark finn noodles... nice... sadly I didn't pour enough vineger... so the taste was not so that balance.... haiz... haiz.... sob...sob... but I had a nice dinner.... A big Thanks to Weiliem from fetching me up from 7.... thanks and for Alan for the satey....

I'm a bit drowzy...now.. sleepy too..... My voice has got from bad to a little bit more bad.... not sure if the honey is helping....... hopefully it will get well before thursday...leading praise and worship (need to be better than last time)( Kambateh! Anna you can do it!)

Tomorrow will be my last paper.... then I'm heading to Cheras to visit the pasar malam there.....
Hopefully..... just hopefully..... I also dun know what I'm hoping for.... can someone tell me....?

Going off track on feelings today......haiz....

Anna aka Bell Bell

09 November 2008

09.11.08

Today is a sunday....

I woke up feeling hot.. very hot...
When I look at the time...it is 12.30 liao...
So how missed breakfast... fasting for lunch...so need to be dicipline... wait till dinner...
Had my bath... roomates not in so... i did my devotion....

After devotion... it looks like God took pity on me and sent rain....
So now here I am... blogging.... feeling so relax with such a weather....
Updating and adding stuff to my blog....now loading my blog lagi slow...hehe...

peace and clam...

Anna

Saturday...

8 November has been a history in my life...

Why....

It is the first time I made such an amount for pledge....

I could not believe when the amount that appear in my mind was not the amount that I had comfirm with God...

Well, what can I say... God wants me to change the amount... I change the amount....

In fact, what pastor say is true... if the amount doesn't cause pain to your heart....change the amount...

Faith without action is dead

Love without giving is also dead.


Learning to give my best and everthing I could....

Anna aka Bell Bell


08 November 2008

Proud Of Elisha and Sam....

Elisha! Sam!.....

Both of you have been in my life ever since 1989 then 1992.... we have been in thick and thin... fun times and sad time.... we have hit, punch, slap,throw things at each other when we were mad at each other.... shouted bad words and words that would hurt each other feelings......

We have learn a lot of things from each other.... I learn new jokes from both of you..... love the jokes you guys make... my friends here always laugh till their tears flow when I tell them the jokes or stories about the times we spend together....

Remember the stupid, fun and advantures things that we did when we were in primary school.... how the three of us.... would jump into the monsoon drain to catch fish..... we would climb hills and roll off it.... the fire you and sam would make at the back of the house.... and how sad we were when one of big john's puppy was knock down by a car.... how we carried itom and fa chai and a few more dogs' body to buried at the garden...... How we would look for worms in daddy's garden to go fishing...

Elisha and Sam remember how afraid you both were when the malay girl I was fighting with threated to throw a brick at me... and how you guys beg me to walk away and I just stood there to challenge the girl to throw the brick...... and how I threw sand into the headmaster daughter's eyes because she blame both of you for things you all didn't do..... and how both of you bullied me by not including me in your games because I'm a girl......

Elisha remember the nites we would use daddy laptop to online..we would search for funny stuff..... we terdownload a mabuk man drawing his friend's face with marker... and how we laugh.... oh ya... and how the three of us gang up to bull Abi and Iching....

Sam.. the nite and sometimes day where we would bake cookies together... most of the time... I spoil the recipes.... remember the pie I made... hahha... sit on the table 1 week cause nobody want to eat....hehhe..still the cookies and cakes you bake are the best at home... Elisha (chef gila) ... the recipe you would make with anything you could find at home.... miss your cooking... moi(chef diva) only good at rebus - rebus stuff......

Elisha! I'm so happy today to know that you won the weight lifting competition you entered... so glad your hard work paided off... 205kg... is not easy to lift man.... so proud of you... so proud to have brothers like you and sam...... the time we sometimes jam together... Elisha playing guitar...Sam on the organ and I would sing....hahaha......

Sam you too... all the best in your exam...study hard be the best music teacher in malaysia..... have a good journey back home one the 15th....

Always love both of you...

Missing my brothers and the adventures we had....

Anna aka Bell Bell









07 November 2008

Prayer....

Prayer is one of the best free gifts we received.

I asked God for water, He gave me an ocean.
I asked God for a flower, He gave me a garden.
I asked God for a friend, He gave me all of YOU...

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Happy moments, praise God.
Difficult moments, seek God.
Quiet moments, worship God
Painful moments, trust God.
Every moment, thank God.

06 November 2008

My soul finds rest and comfort in Christ my Lord....

Still

Words and Music by Reuben Morgan



Hide me now

Under your wings

Cover me within your mighty hand



When the oceans rise and thunders roar

I will soar with you above the storm

Father you are king over the flood

I will be still and know you are God



Find rest my soul

In Christ alone

Know his power

In quietness and trust



Beautiful song right....? I had a nasty evening today. Stress from study... exam tomorrow.... knowing that someone that I put my effort and strenght in our friendship, I 'm trying to love the person as they are and to care for them... but to find out that they would criticised.... really hurt my heart.... I was afraid of tomorrow's exam... sad of the news I heard....



Just as I was about to switch off my laptop... I had just log out from my blog account.... when someone started playing the piano... after the a few key was played.... the song touch my heart... a voice just said...evrything will be ok... find peace and rest under my wings... everything will be ok.... I'm sure that is God's voice..... I'm not sure who is the guy playing the piano.... but I know that the song played was a way God was speaking to me.......



After hear that song..... peace and assurance just feel my heart... I feel peace....and relax...
Thank you God... for your faithfulness..... for always being there for me during my lonely and down days....

God is on my side....

Anna aka Bell Bell

05 November 2008

?????? WHY ??????

Forgiveness...?
Love....?
Care...?
Attention.....?

Do I need to forgive someone?... or do I need to seek forgiveness...?
Do I need to learn to love more...? or Am I the one who needs love....?
Do I need to be more caring to the people around me...? or do I need people to care about me....?
Do I need to pay attention to people around me...? or Am I seeking attention......?

Am I a burden?
Am I a sore eye?
Am I a HYPOCRITE?

Where is the Anna that always believes in herself?
Where is the Anna that is happy and satisfied with the things she has in life?
Where is the Anna that thinks positive?
Where is the Anna that does not care what people says about here?
Where is the bubbly, happy, joyful Anna?

Why do I bother what people says about me now....?
Why am I trying to compete with others and not myself now....?
Why do I care what people thinks about me now....?
Why am I not happy with my current self.....?

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?Why?Why?

WHY DO I BOTHER WHAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME?

Why?

Anna aka Bell Bell....

Ps: 1. Self - Confidents and positive thinking please return to me....
2. Arul you are right I should not ask you to tell me the things I do need to hear... should have wait....
3. I will still love, care, and look out for you no matter what you did, say, criticised........
4.Same apply to the rest of my friends......
5. May be I deserved it... I myself am bad myself.....who is prefect....?

04 November 2008

First paper....

Claim, objective
Claim, subjective
What is a subjective claim?
Give examples of a subjective claim?
Arguments, sound, unsound, valid, invalid, truth, false, post hoc, slippery slope.....

All the things mentioned above my friends are questions and terms used/asked in the paper PBET2106 that I have just sat just know....

Phew....am I glad that the paper is over..... ya..ya... same like most of my coursemates....I was lost when I read the first question..... I was wondering.... what is subjective/objective claims, persuasive definite? never heard of all this terms.... my mind went bongus..... but nevermind just continue...will come back later and slove this nut craker..... when I saw the subjective question..... I was like "habislah awak"........

But deep down in my heart...while I was doing the questions in my critical thinking paper... there is just a feeling of peace in me.... there is just an assurance a presence that is telling me that everything will be all right...I will pass this paper...... I was calm through out the exam.....

Coming out from the examination hall early was a good steps..since I'm not planning to change any of my answer... meet a new friend... her name is Emily.... nice girl with long curly pretty hair.... junior... spoke with her a bit... while waiting for the rest to appear from the forzen hall.....

At last, ms Natali/Anata/Anita/Li Chin/Smooth came out for the hall.... we then head to Pekan Buku shop a while then we makan at Wahid b4 heading back......

I know a lot of my friends think they did badly for this paper.... but I just wanna tell you all that eveything will be alright.... do no worry.... cheer up... we have four more battle to fight b4 the war is over... we may feel defeated but... then again that is what we feel... it is not real yet till the results are out....

BTW thanks Ung Ung for the messages this morning... made you wasted your $$ to message me pai sie...still need ppl to wake me up.... Thanks.....also to my buddy for reminding me to bring my matric card and exam slip....

Lucky to have been where I have been.....

Anna aka Bell Bell......

Bye Bye...Crushy

Crush ~ a strong feeling of love, that usually does not last very long....

Yup.... bye bye crush....

Tonight... b4 I go to sleep let me tell you a story about me....ME?... of course it is about me... this is my blog what.....

In the year 2001 I meet a boy........ I had a crush on him after knowing him for some time.... He looks good lah ( at least that was what I think....my taste...) good manners...(knows how to treat a lady)....humble....slow to anger.....and YES of course he is a Christian....

Well, last year..... I came to Um to study..... it was then I realised that in fact I'm not really in love with him... it is just a crush... In fact, after all this while I have been treating him only as a friend... I do miss him but...not him him but the activities that we participate together... well... like how you miss the times you had with your friends.....

Today.... I have been in an emo gear...for a while... not emo sad... but emo..mixture of happy...confused...burden....lost....excited...etc..weird right?.... Then after talking with Zhong Weng after coming back from Jaya One.... I decided to say Bye Bye to this crush... why continue to think of someone who I do not have feelings for.... yup..I might have wasted my time...so what at least I'm happy now..... clear mind....I'm stupid to let this matter cloud my mind....

So starting from tomorrow... I'm returning back to single... not physical (have been single since the day I was born...hahah)...but in heart... and mind..... keeping my options Wide wide open... enjoy my life with the people around me....... Thanks ZW for the advice......muaks...!

Jingle Dingle Bimble....

Anna Louis Tan Ling Ling.....

03 November 2008

Th3 nit3 b4 3xam......

Well... here I am... sitting in front of my green laptop... looking into the screen as I pushed each buttons on the keyboard to explain and tell the world what I have been doing the night b4 my finals starts.....

The time now is 11:56pm..... Time to bed... my head says.....but my mind says....that I must post up what happen tonight..... I'm so charge up by the things that I went through today... a part of me was kinda emo.... real emo man...trust me.... but thank God the happier part managed to hide all the emo part away.....

Anyway.... I just wanna say that I had a blast... celebrating Maggi boy's birthday... this is the first time that I did a saboo not on the birthday boy but on his car... hahaha... it was so exciting....
Ahyoo.... you should see the look on our face when we realised that Li Chin did not managed to get the back sit.... we were trying to duck out of his sight... so funny... hahah... we managed to get a sit outside... had a drink......

Then we plan for our entrance..... Tian Zhong Weng was choosen to deliver the birthday cake..... so cute to see her blush like a ripe red tomato..... shy.... shy....

Williem was suprise to see us... I think... cause his roomate did drop a few hints b4 he leave.... and YES we managed to made him pull all the candles from his cake... should have put 21 small candles on the cake..then more fun.....hehhe.....

We ate the cake... ate our dinner.... then we went to 7/11 to buy egg...eggs? Yes eggs.... then off to the car park to look at the new decorated car..... it was nice.... at least that was what I think.... At first we wanted to pour soap powder on the car roof top...and hope that it will rain and bubbles will flow down the roof top... cool izzit... but was afraid that it would damage the colour of the car.........

By the way.... thanks williem for switching on my fav song during the ride back.... in fact... how did you know that I like that song...?........
Look like mission GAP Williem was a blast in the celebration too.....

While I was at Jaya One celebrating Liam Liam's birthday...... at mid valley my roomate fish is doing mission GAP Joee on behalf of me..... she managed to get a pretty purple (on of my fav colour) bracelet for our roomate........ we gave it to her when I came back... she liked it...der of course we know....that is why we brought it for her.......

So that was how I spend my night b4 exam...... all the best to everyone sitting for their exams from 3 to 23 Nov...God Bless....Happy Birthday... Williem....

Jingle jangle jungle.. (mixed feelings)......

Anna aka Bell Bell......

SUndAy..... I know it is sunday...

Today I had a very good day..kakaing... with Li Chin (Welcome back! Miss you so much. Muaks!) and Ung Ung.. had a great day completing mission GAP for Maggi Boy.....

Today's shopping.... made me realise that a few numbers of my friends are celebrating their birthday in Nov..... so my GAP mission budget caused more than a big hole in my pocket. Besides Maggi boy, both my roomates celebrate their birthday in Nov... then followed by my buddy also in Nov... christmas is coming... need to save $$$ to buy christmas presents for a few ppl....Church Building fund also coming soon....

Ung Ung!, Li Chin!, Arul!, Fish!, Jess!, Zhong Weng! next sem we cannot always go kakai liao... only can go pasar malam once every month... movies... I will download more back at home town... Ung Ung get more movies too k?... so that I can get from you...lol... Li Chin no more Ice Skating and Singing at K- Box liao.... Fish... steamboat... Once only for the whole semester.. Arul...... continue to be my diet master...... hahah.... Jess and Zhong Weng... we kambateh!... to fulfill our building fund... we can do it.....

Need to learn to save....

Anna aka Bell Bell.....

Lucky... my new fav song......

Jason Mraz - Lucky

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


So like this song.....

Anna~~~

02 November 2008

A night at C303....

Tonight....
I'm able to sleep on a single bed...
Horray....
No need to sleep in a bunk bed...
So hot...

Tonight....
I'm spending my night
Studying....
Talking....
Eating...
Laughing.....

Tonight....
I can....
Online with Arul's broadband (Thanks Arul).....
Switch on my latest fav song (Lucky) all night long.....
Chat non - stop with my friends.....

Tonight....
Tonight....
Tonight.....
Tonight...
I'm at
C303....

Anna aka Bell Bell

01 November 2008

Studying.....

The clock now shows 1:27 am; and I have just finish doing the first set of pass year question on the subject critical thinking. Two more sets to go....

The place that I'm doing my study is also fill by other friends that are also putting their head and nose deep into their books and notes, once in a while looking up or starts singing or talking or watching movies to shake sleepness from their eyes.

I should be sleeping now, I have no one to blame. My study schedule this semester are not organize properly.... I lacked discplined this semester...but I'm glad that I'm able to finish my critical reading on time which is tonight. (I set the target today while waiting for taxi at station U).

Will be starting Psikologi Pendidikan tomorrow.... need to open a new folder in my brain..... which is lacking every now and then (I lost my room key again... it is like the third of fourth time this sem) Sien.......

Need to go back to my books again. Bye..... rest time over liao...Sleepy......ZzzzZZzzzzzZZzzzz!

Yawning....,

Anna aka Bell Bell.....