Tears by A.L Tan

                                  I
                              want
                            to cry. I 
                          want to cry
                        so hard.   Cry
                      out all  the  pain
                   of loving  you.  Cry
                 out   all  the   hurt  of
               loving  you.  Cry  out all
              the  frustration of  loving
               you.  Cry   out   all    the
                 misery of loving you.
                   Cry   out   all   this
                       love  of  loving
                                you.

I'm Still Into You by A.L Tan

I know it is wrong but I can't help it.
Oh God, I want it to go away.
Just leave.

I know it all depends on me.
No one is pressuring.
No one is pushing.
It's my choice, it's my feelings.

Countless time,  my heart says she's OK.
She's lying and I know it's true.
I can feel the pain, I can feel the hurt.

Emptiness seems to be fine in the past.
I was happy with emptiness.
Now emptiness means heartaches, brokenness and misery.

It's funny, I'm the one cheering you on.
Suggesting ideas to help you win her heart.
Quietly, I'm slowly dying inside my heart.

You might think that I'm done with you.
That my feelings for you are gone.
Well, I'm not.

I'm still into you.

You And I by A.L Tan

The fire in my heart is going out.
I'm struggling to keep the flame on.

I know I should just let the flame fade.
It's the right thing to do anyway.

My head is saying put it off.
My heart is saying no.

Once it goes, it's never coming back.

The truth is, I don't want it to go.
I don't want to lose this feeling of loving you.

You are far off from loving me.
You are far off from feeling me.

You put yourself in pain by loving another.
I put myself in pain by loving you.

You break your heart by giving it to another.
I break my heart by giving it to you.

You cry and weep when another does not return your love.
I cry and weep when you do not return my love.

You told me "You will find someone new."
My heart replied "All I want is you."

Ignorance by A.L Tan

Hey you!
Wake up!

Wake up from your self-made slumber!
Stop thinking that you are the one!

Stop day dreaming,
It's not real. Wake up! WAKE UP!

Shake the feelings OFF,
It's not worth the wait.

Stop with the 'let's give it another try!'
It won't happen.

Wake up! Wake up!
Dearie please wake up!
Wake up from your self-made dream.

You Promise by A.L Tan

You promise to let this feeling go.
Then you return for more.
Addicted.

You promise to let this feeling go.
How is it going to go?
You hold on so tightly.

You promise to let this feeling go.
It won't go.
You are not releasing it.

You promise to let this feeling go.
Still you chose to love.
Hoping for the best that will never happen.

You promise to let this feeling go.
One last time, just to satisfy your heart.
Shattering your fragile heart into pieces.

You promise to let this feeling go.
Say it 'I DON'T love you!'.
Silence........

One more try the heart whispers

Goodbye Love by A.L Tan

You.
Only cared because you felt guilty that I fell for you.

Hurts.
Accepting that your love was just an illusion.

Tears.
Knowing you never were mine to begin with.

Sadness.
Realising that you were nice because you knew I love you.

I.
Seriously need to say goodbye because I'm nothing to you.

Goodbye Love.

I Realised by A.L Tan

I know you were there.
You chose not to reply.
You chose not to answer.
You chose to ignore.
I know there's nothing I can do.

Because of guilt
You chose to reply.
You chose to answer.
You chose not to ignore.

Thanks for putting up with me.
I'm sorry for wasting your time.