Ju$t~LiK3 liF3!

It has been a few weeks since I have taken a look at my blog. Too busy to post new happenings around me; too many things has happen around me that I need to sit down and think what should I post up and what I should not post up. ( I do not what to hurt people with my words and thoughts). Assigments piled up waiting for me to finish, practices and meetings I need to attend to ensure a holistic CC trip could be achive this year.



This semester is not really a hard one; the only problem that makes this semester hard is the time of the class that is mostly in the morning ~ 8am sharp from Monday to Thursday. Thank God, Teslian do not have classes on Fridays (Sleeping time). Lecturers are not bad this semester. Ya, I still have one lecturer that scolds students for coming late to class but it is ok for her to be late 1/2 hour. Blur lecturer? Yup, this semester also got! He's from America, just arrived in Malaysia one month ago. Still blur with Malaysian system, what assigment we have and the date line to pass up. What I like about him.... He is flexible..... talk to him and you are able to get a later date for the whole class. I also have one very good lecturer (he use to be the blur lecturer last semester) but the way he presents his lessons are super ~sorry to say~ "boring", if only I can find a way to get interested in his lesson, I bet I can score an A. Then there is also another lecturer that teaches with all his heart; the again class attendance has made him very demotivate which causes a few classmate and I to blame the textbook and syllabus for being very boring for the reasons of low attendance. (Just to keep his spirit up).



One thing that has really been in and out of my mind this semester are the people that I meet and the friends that I mixed around. This semester has really been an eye opener and challenge to me in this area "friendship". Friends that I have been close; spend time hanging around, doing assigments and being in a group are now totally a stranger to me, do not seem to be able to find a commond topic to talk about, it is not that we fight. It is just that we are talking less, spending less time together. Friends that I'm not close with, now seem to be buddies with me... they tell me their secret/ thoughts, things and thoughts that some time I wish I do not know.....



Well, there are also some friends that have been with me since the first day in Um. They have been there for me, and me for them during each's other hard and trouble time, they are caring and concern for me ( like that since my family is located at the other end of Malaysia) but sometimes they are too concern that I do not have my own privacy. Too caring that sometimes I'm afraid to be around them because their cares and concern has turn into something very annoying. I do not know how to talk to them, to ask them to leave some space for myself, I know that they will feel hurt and feel that their good deeds are not appreciated. So what can I do except to wait for the holidays to enjoy the quiet time to think and ponder upon life and to think of creative ways to make my life more fun and also to have long long conversations with God as loud as I want without disturbing anyone. Not this holiday as it is already fill with plans with them.... but I'm waiting for the second part of this holiday.... from 1 oct to 4th oct at Genting. I know I will be refresh and inspire by God on how to deal on this issue. Thank God for Him.



Now that I have finished blogging/ posting about some of the things I have gone through and feel this semester I think I feel better now.( It is now officially history, I'm not going to carry it around! Not need to look for someone to share my feelings anymore and get hurt from the person's respond when all I want is just a listening ear.)



All better now,



Anna....

Who do you think looks better?

Who is the best looking hunk here?

Give your vote at the poll on ur right. (close on 1 oct 2008)

The winner is......Alan Ho Ming Ung (Ung Ung).....

Happy Birthday!!!!

A big Happy Birthday wish to my dearest mummy back in Labuan. Well, I just wanna say that I love you very very much. Thank you for looking after me and bringing me up in a good condition and situation. Thank you for the sacrifice that you have done in bringing me up even till now as you sacrifice your salary every month for me and Samuel. Thank you for also for being a good role model to me, for showing me that women can also do great things in their life.
Thank you for believing in me and giving me so much freedom. I feeled so bless as you trust me in everything I do. I looked at my friends around me and thank God that He made me your daughter. You gave me space to grow, you did not put limitation to the things I can do, you discipline me with love and you never give up on me.
I remember when I was 4 years old.Naughty Anna climbed up a tricycle to get an umbrella, fall down and broke her right arm. I remember the panic in your eyes when you found out your little girl was hurt. You asked me to lift up my hand because you just do not want to accept the fact that I had just broke my arm. Then daddy came and both of you rush me to the hospital. Thank God, daddy was serving in the air force, he manage to get a helicopter that flew me straight away to Queen Elizabeth Hospital at Kota Kinabalu. A big thank you to Sam for being a good boy when I was admited in the hospital.
Then again there was the times, when you would try your best to attend every band performance I was in, every sports day during primary and secondary school you where there to cheer me while I was playing in the march. Same also for every choir competitions in the school level. I remember how proud you were when I won my first ever choral speaking competition in the year 2001.
You were always there for me. A big assurance was give to me when I decided to join the Perth trip, you were worry that I would abandon my studies to raise fund for the trip that you reminded me to study during every phone call, and when I decided to pull out at the last minute, you did not shout or scold me for being stupid to pull out after all the effort I put in. You respect my opinion and choice and supported me. ( I was quite hurt when I realise that a few people around me (my friends) think that I pulled out because I did not have the money to pay).
Any way, I just wanna say a big THANK YOU for being in my life. I would never exchange you for another mother. I will always remember all the things you have done and will be doing for me.I LOVE YOU MUMMY and HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Muaks......

Anna

New face..... and Happy Moon Festival!

Wow...I like how my blog looks now. A big THANK YOU to Alan Ho Ung Ung....(giggles). I really loved the lady bugs, the dragonflies and butterflies..... hopefully I will be able to learn more on how to decorate my blog......

Can't wait for tomorrow...yippy going to the flea market at AmCrop then steam boat... yippy... looks like my diet plan fail again... hahaha... it never works one..... Hmm...in fact I do not know what to say..... So just Happy Moon Festival to everyone....bye....muaks....(giggles)....

Bell Bell

21st B'day!

Yesterday was one of the best day I had since I leave home to presude my study at University Malaya. Well, Yes! yesterday was my birthday. I think it is my best birthday so far. Yup it is, I had fun celebrating my 21st birthday with my friends and more friends..hhaha.... So let me take you into the journey I went through in celebrating my 21st birthday....



Well, at 12am sharp, I received my first birthday call.. and it is none other than my beloved CC Vice President Ho Meyi, she sang The Birthday Song to me... Ohhh... that is so sweet of her.....Thanks... then like everyone would experinced on their birthday... Birthday Messages keep coming in my phone like average very 15 minutes....I was worried that it would wake my roomates up...hahaa....Sorry ya roomates if the messages did wake you up.....

At 6am I received birthday messages from my family..... my mum called... I was so gald she called...miss her so much.... Mummy I Love You..!!! I was also wondering if I should tell her that I need to pay my study fees... but like always I do not know how to break the news to her....

After the phone call, I was just so awake... so I spend a few minutes to talk to my heavenly daddy that has bless me so much for this 21 years on earth. After the prayer, I just knew that I'm going to be so so so bless.. Amen..hahah....

Well, I got ready for class, some birthday wishes from people I know along the way. Man! I just can't stop smiling through out the whole journey to class.... Even Proficency class was great that day I had fun...hahaha....we had a longer pee break..cause Mr.Yeo was caught up with the news online....hehehe.....

Next, it was writing class, was looking forward to it....cause I know my friends has prepare something special for me..... so excited...deep down even though I look like always...cool...(Yeah right!).... Mr. Antony taught use a few activities to teach in class.... Arul and I broke the rule of dictation by copying from each other paper....but it was fun.You know the feeling of disobeying your teacher or lecturer once in a while.


After class. I hung around for a while... Then something funny and lame happen...hahha....yup it is lame... Alan pass me an evolope.. in side was a piece of paper... after a while Li Chin called me to a corner.... She said " Eh! Anna see the bug here". I was like..oh..ok...so I went over. Then as I got nearer... she say like " Nah..." then she gave me the real birthday card...very clever way....I would say... thanks Li Chin for the suprise...that tidak jadi...hehehhe.......

The messages in the cards were very warm and nice....and... it was also in that card that I received a new name...which is "bell bell" all thanks for the new name goes again to Li Chin...... muaks... I also received a big giant card...from my cell group E12 and E36... Woohooo...just like what I wanted...a big card...it was bigger than my get well card....like it very much...... The messages in all the three cards were very entertaining and makes me laugh out loud....










My birthday afternoon was quiet. I play a few games on my computer. Talked with Fish a.k.a my roomate. Roll on my bed...... it was quiet and relaxing till I receive a message from Arul. She then came to my room and gave me my present...well..guess what..I like it...it was a Punjabi suit..... no wonder Arul and Li Chin were rushing off after class......Hmmm...my roomates and her asked me to put it on..so for nearly 1 hour we had a fashion session in my room....the Punjabi suit looks good on me right....hahaha.........

At last I managed to escape from the fashion world and rushed to prepare myself for CG.... The van a.k.a bus mini came late like always...I'm so happy that a few friends joined me for CG. A special thanks to Zhong Weng, Wei Ying, Fei Mien and Shangita for coming.

We had tons and tons of fun at CG like it has always been. First, they sabo me.... it is a good thing the sabo did not include water..... then we play a game at the end of CG....it was fun......

I had a great birthday this year...I really enjoy the fun and blessing that my friends, course mates and family had showed on me thanks to everyone who had put in the effort to celebrat my 21st birthday with me... I will always remember this birthday.......


Oh ya...before I leave...I wanna say sorry to some of mine friends that receive an MMS message from me...hehhehe... I really did not know that the network sent so many copies to you all...sorry...really I only sent one copy to each of you....so so so sorry........

Thanks again for a great birthday....Love you all always....muaks..!!!



Glad for friends and family,


Anna a.k.a Bell Bell

Emerge....EMERGE...!!!!....

Just finish my forum practice... Emerge was great..... I had a great time there experiencing God's presence. I feel so engcouraged and challenged after listening to Pastor Kong's and Pastor Kevin's preaching. Their sermon really engcouraged me to change the way I live life now to improve and shine more for Jesus.

Emerge also helped me realised and improved my social skills as I was incharged of the transportation from UM to Sunway for all the session during Emerge(Thanks to Jessica for exchanging places with me.. love you Jess.... muaks....! BUT I GALDY PASSed IT BACK TO YOU NOW! AHAHAHAAHAH.... you deal with 014- 2**2**6!). I realise that I was better at approching and getting to know people. I learn how to behaved and what to talk about in getting to know someone new.

I'm really impacted and refreshed through out this conference. I really believe that God is raising up a generation that will serve Him and bring His gospel to all mankind (I'm glad and happy that I'm one of them!). Lastly, I would give all the praise and thanks to my Saviour that is Jesus!

Anna.

Forum....

Having forum practice right now... feeling so bad because I did not prepare my answers.... haiz...how...what can I do....I know..I know....prepare right..hehehe...okok.....
My role in the forum..? Dr. Anna...hahah....my dream job when I was young..... 10 years ago... I realised I'm not suitable for that job ever since I score badly for my science subjects during my SPM. Seeing all my friends passing those three subjects with flying colours makes me wonder why I can't do it.... lucky them....
Anyway, I enjoy what I'm doing now in the teaching industry. I have taught in a few school before and I love and enjoyed it very much. Yes, there are students that are very nasty in their talking, action and behaviour... but so far I'm still save from that...Yippy.... all my students so far are good.
OK...going back to my forum, our topic? Sex education in Malaysia. We discuss if sex education is important in Malaysia and if sex education can really help to create awarness on this subject...
I think I better pay more attention in the forum practice...will blog more next time bye....

Anna.