Today was the worst in 2015.
I felt so distant, so far away.
I felt so abandoned, so unwanted.
I know the reason for feeling this way.
It's all my own doing.
Thanks to over thinking.
Every late reply breaks my 💜 a bit more.
Every Okay, Okayyy, Ohokay, Ohkkay or Okaayy
Made my 💜 sank even more.
I'm not supposed to feel this way.
I told myself months ago.
That I have to let this feeling go.
I have passed the date I set to forget you.
Instead I fell deeper and harder for you.
I hate myself for this.
Why am I doing this to myself?
Why? Why? Why?
Can't I just feel nothing about you.
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